EFFECTS OF MIND CONTROL
Monday, November 16, 2009 at 11:17PM Do I believe that Pierre S. Freeman is the only one who has suffered these experiences? No.
People who come out of cults suffer a lot of symptoms related to post-hypnotic stress disorder. Here are some that I have experienced: hyperalertness, a growing negative view of the world, guilt, irritability and anger, nightmares (and daymares), flashbacks.
I also experienced some blackouts, very obvious disassociate behavior- like laughing or cursing during my period in the Sanctum, towards the end of involvement; confusion and disorientation; panic and an extreme sense of anxiety, without any obvious cause.
I would be quite interested in collecting any information about experiences similar to mine. I will keep them strictly confidential, if requested- or publish them anonymously, if so wished. I would also be happy to receive any information from anyone who wishes to openly account for his or her experiences of this nature.
Are there other people out there- with a story to tell?
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Dear Author,
You are so right. I too believe that there many people suffering from Rosicrucian Mind Control Symptoms. I have been a member of Rosicrucian for about 8 years. After joining, I progressed very fast through the degrees hoping to find truth and to once and for all find the connection to the one true GOD, My Creator. The GOD of Abraham, Isaac and Moses. Not some idols or pagan gods. I knew I didnt want to be in a cult. But I was misled, deceived and dupped. AMORC was very sneaky. Their themes were subtle and very hard to detect. By the time I realize the lies, I was already deeply hypnotized, programmed and my reality was to keep meditating until one day I will be good enough proclaim my true standing with the one true GOD. Except, only the worst began to happen. I began to regress in all aspects of my life. Since 2008, I have been battling the programming which has taken my life captive. The worst bondage any one can imagine has to do with reenactment, ritualsand dramatization. Reenacting, drammatization brings to life things of the past, present and future. Making it possible for one to relive pain, suffering and turture. Has anyone gone through egyptian initiation? A memmber is initiated in different chambers with diffrent keys or codes succesively. The first chamber was Zero degree represented by a circle. An initiate is led through the different sections of this degree and made familiar with the demonic entities referred to gods like the jackal headed, Ged, Osiris, Earth. There are also other elements including torch bearers, guards of the chamber etc. This is where one is being programmed with light, heat, fire, balancing of the positive and negative poles. One is taking upon an initiation which includes wearing a mask of a jackal, to become trapped in a visious cycle. One either absorb the energy of the the jackal god or take its attributes. Is it maybe to act like a jackal, react like it, or to become trapped in its skin? In this very degree, one is told to bring to surface any unresolved hurt, pain, emotions of the past by actually reliving those emotions again. Is it really for healing? The very animation of old things put one in a visious circle of abuse. Here, the mind creations, illusions fire are made alife. In other words, Rosicrucian rituals are made to be reenacted, animated, relived and bring to life the real experience to the initiate. The mind control programming features which are tailored to different body parts of the initiate like the head are launhed here including gods, demons, sun, moon,stars and planets. I have been battling various programming symptoms. I would like to share with you the following: Forgetfulness, disorganized thoughts, flooding of ideas, procastination, inability to focus, inability to concentrate due to an actual movement at the center of my brain that feels like something is moving on my scalp or crawling. At the center of my attention, preventing me from learning or focusing on anything else. Inability to learn, memorize, recall information. Inability to stay still, reslessness, inability to express words and meaning. Claustaphobia, agora phobia, , fear of heights. Unable to enjoy anything, sadness, mood changes, cursing, anger, fear, depression, talkativeness, negative vibes about oneself, others. Lack of natural sleep, talking in different voices while asleep per family memebers, loss of motivation, loss of zeal, loss of passion, loss of self esteem, loss of hope, loss of peace, loss of security, loss of love, loss of sex drive, loss of lust, loss of sexual desire, loss of desire for intimacy, loss attachement, loss of vigor, loss of jobs, loss of stability. Sabortage of business, employment, educational, friendship, marriage, relationships. Vandalist of property, interference with electical devices, computers, air conditioning, engines. Being stalked, followed, remote viewed, accident prone, family memebers complaining of the same symptoms such as feeling heat or pressure to the head, allergies or sinus problems, coughs, headaches, nausea vomiting, diarhea almost everyday. Unussual family conflcts, loss of marriage, prolonged constant menstruation, weakness, fatigue, loss of faith, inability to regularly attend church, loosing money, business, opportunity, sturboness. Skin burns, abuse marks on the body from unknown sources, heat surges and sweating from the head extending to the body at regular intervals all day and all night. different neighbors appearing and disappearing, waking up at night at the the same time for no reason, loss of interest in things of interest, changing minds , bloating, gas, heat to spine, heat to the stomach, heat or cold to some parts of the body, nightmares, heating of the liver, kidneys, bladder, frequent urination, frequent bowel movement as a result of heat to the intestines, waking up with nausea, choking from saliva, unable to clear airway, inability to consistently exercise, loss of devotion, family and friends loosing jobs, abandoning ones goods, loss of self, loss of identity, clumsiness, premature aging, aggression, structural body changes. My head has several dents, circulcular areas especially both sides of frontal area, and at the center of the head. I have esperience a crawling feeling beginning with one area and ending with another side. It feels like someone is drawing in my head. Loss of desire to socialize, go to parties, hearing sounds like whistling, headaches, abdominal pain, loss of contact with family and friends, Struggling with anything, hardshinp, inability to obtain things owed, hating the people close to you, inability to love, inability to adeguately take care of one's health, inability to pray to GOD. Emotionall unstability, doubts, skin rashes, burning at all times either to the head, stomach, spine, liver, bladder, skin or surrounding. Car theft, money theft, document theft. Loss of cognitive, verbal, memory, critical thinking, reasoning abilities and mental decline. Slow to react, tendency to seek revenge. If heat or air conditioning are turned on, every one gets either nausea, headaches or sneazing after a while. Even when the filters are changed. I also experience a feeling of multiple sensors on my fore head and I feel like multiple hailstones are falling on my head again. All the stimulation are geared to produce certain chemical reactions which can eventually lead to breakdown, death or suicide. Sometimes we hear things hitting the roof of the house. People can be in denial because they are afraid to leave the cult. I didnt do anything, before I began to experience the attacks. In fact I started fasting and praying to God to give me a way out when I began to experience negative changes. I will continue to inform you about other symptoms as time goes on. I also hear clicks in my ears every day. There is also a loss of 4intellectual ability, memory changes, loss of respect, being cast down and dependency. I know that there is some sort of thought reading or recording going on. I am a nurse and whenever I am drawing blood on a patient, I begin to feel the crawling in my head. I found that there is some kind of fascination with blood about AMORC. I can say I applaude anyone who was a member of AMORC, who came out alive and still has his/her sanity. AMORC is a deadly and dangerous cult. Believe me. I have been there. I lived all my life helping people. I even sacrifice my health to help other people heal. Yet, I became a victim of Rosicrucian abuse. The
world will soon learn and the truth will always come out. Until then, AMORC will have its agents in every corner, pretending to be normal citizens. I also notice that most of the symptoms I encountered were mainly electronic. Different cars parked by different people in the morning or at night on the street next to our house. If you look inside, you may see something that looks like a laptop/cellphone/some kind of electronic. Once it becomes apparent that someone is suspicious of a vehicle, It will be moved abruptly by unknown individual. Therse are activities of those who are send to do daily programming. They do whatever it takes to position themselves as close as possible to victims. The weapons they use are against human rights, against the law and mostly illegal. So as you can see, the end result of cult programming is destruction. Please feel free to publish this information. As long as you keep my email confidential. Thank You.
Dear Author,
You are so right. I too believe that there many people suffering from Rosicrucian Mind Control Symptoms. I have been a member of Rosicrucian for about 8 years. After joining, I progressed very fast through the degrees hoping to find truth and to once and for all find the connection to the one true GOD, My Creator. The GOD of Abraham, Isaac and Moses. Not some idols or pagan gods. I knew I didnt want to be in a cult. But I was misled, deceived and dupped. AMORC was very sneaky. Their themes were subtle and very hard to detect. By the time I realize the lies, I was already deeply hypnotized, programmed and my reality was to keep meditating until one day I will be good enough proclaim my true standing with the one true GOD. Except, only the worst began to happen. I began to regress in all aspects of my life. Since 2008, I have been battling the programming which has taken my life captive. The worst bondage any one can imagine has to do with reenactment, ritualsand dramatization. Reenacting, drammatization brings to life things of the past, present and future. Making it possible for one to relive pain, suffering and turture. Has anyone gone through egyptian initiation? A memmber is initiated in different chambers with diffrent keys or codes succesively. The first chamber was Zero degree represented by a circle. An initiate is led through the different sections of this degree and made familiar with the demonic entities referred to gods like the jackal headed, Ged, Osiris, Earth. There are also other elements including torch bearers, guards of the chamber etc. This is where one is being programmed with light, heat, fire, balancing of the positive and negative poles. One is taking upon an initiation which includes wearing a mask of a jackal, to become trapped in a visious cycle. One either absorb the energy of the the jackal god or take its attributes. Is it maybe to act like a jackal, react like it, or to become trapped in its skin? In this very degree, one is told to bring to surface any unresolved hurt, pain, emotions of the past by actually reliving those emotions again. Is it really for healing? The very animation of old things put one in a visious circle of abuse. Here, the mind creations, illusions fire are made alife. In other words, Rosicrucian rituals are made to be reenacted, animated, relived and bring to life the real experience to the initiate. The mind control programming features which are tailored to different body parts of the initiate like the head are launhed here including gods, demons, sun, moon,stars and planets. I have been battling various programming symptoms. I would like to share with you the following: Forgetfulness, disorganized thoughts, flooding of ideas, procastination, inability to focus, inability to concentrate due to an actual movement at the center of my brain that feels like something is moving on my scalp or crawling. At the center of my attention, preventing me from learning or focusing on anything else. Inability to learn, memorize, recall information. Inability to stay still, reslessness, inability to express words and meaning. Claustaphobia, agora phobia, , fear of heights. Unable to enjoy anything, sadness, mood changes, cursing, anger, fear, depression, talkativeness, negative vibes about oneself, others. Lack of natural sleep, talking in different voices while asleep per family memebers, loss of motivation, loss of zeal, loss of passion, loss of self esteem, loss of hope, loss of peace, loss of security, loss of love, loss of sex drive, loss of lust, loss of sexual desire, loss of desire for intimacy, loss attachement, loss of vigor, loss of jobs, loss of stability. Sabortage of business, employment, educational, friendship, marriage, relationships. Vandalist of property, interference with electical devices, computers, air conditioning, engines. Being stalked, followed, remote viewed, accident prone, family memebers complaining of the same symptoms such as feeling heat or pressure to the head, allergies or sinus problems, coughs, headaches, nausea vomiting, diarhea almost everyday. Unussual family conflcts, loss of marriage, prolonged constant menstruation, weakness, fatigue, loss of faith, inability to regularly attend church, loosing money, business, opportunity, sturboness. Skin burns, abuse marks on the body from unknown sources, heat surges and sweating from the head extending to the body at regular intervals all day and all night. different neighbors appearing and disappearing, waking up at night at the the same time for no reason, loss of interest in things of interest, changing minds , bloating, gas, heat to spine, heat to the stomach, heat or cold to some parts of the body, nightmares, heating of the liver, kidneys, bladder, frequent urination, frequent bowel movement as a result of heat to the intestines, waking up with nausea, choking from saliva, unable to clear airway, inability to consistently exercise, loss of devotion, family and friends loosing jobs, abandoning ones goods, loss of self, loss of identity, clumsiness, premature aging, aggression, structural body changes. My head has several dents, circulcular areas especially both sides of frontal area, and at the center of the head. I have esperience a crawling feeling beginning with one area and ending with another side. It feels like someone is drawing in my head. Loss of desire to socialize, go to parties, hearing sounds like whistling, headaches, abdominal pain, loss of contact with family and friends, Struggling with anything, hardshinp, inability to obtain things owed, hating the people close to you, inability to love, inability to adeguately take care of one's health, inability to pray to GOD. Emotionall unstability, doubts, skin rashes, burning at all times either to the head, stomach, spine, liver, bladder, skin or surrounding. Car theft, money theft, document theft. Loss of cognitive, verbal, memory, critical thinking, reasoning abilities and mental decline. Slow to react, tendency to seek revenge. If heat or air conditioning are turned on, every one gets either nausea, headaches or sneazing after a while. Even when the filters are changed. I also experience a feeling of multiple sensors on my fore head and I feel like multiple hailstones are falling on my head again. All the stimulation are geared to produce certain chemical reactions which can eventually lead to breakdown, death or suicide. Sometimes we hear things hitting the roof of the house. People can be in denial because they are afraid to leave the cult. I didnt do anything, before I began to experience the attacks. In fact I started fasting and praying to God to give me a way out when I began to experience negative changes. I will continue to inform you about other symptoms as time goes on. I also hear clicks in my ears every day. There is also a loss of 4intellectual ability, memory changes, loss of respect, being cast down and dependency. I know that there is some sort of thought reading or recording going on. I am a nurse and whenever I am drawing blood on a patient, I begin to feel the crawling in my head. I found that there is some kind of fascination with blood about AMORC. I can say I applaude anyone who was a member of AMORC, who came out alive and still has his/her sanity. AMORC is a deadly and dangerous cult. Believe me. I have been there. I lived all my life helping people. I even sacrifice my health to help other people heal. Yet, I became a victim of Rosicrucian abuse. The
world will soon learn and the truth will always come out. Until then, AMORC will have its agents in every corner, pretending to be normal citizens. I also notice that most of the symptoms I encountered were mainly electronic. Different cars parked by different people in the morning or at night on the street next to our house. If you look inside, you may see something that looks like a laptop/cellphone/some kind of electronic. Once it becomes apparent that someone is suspicious of a vehicle, It will be moved abruptly by unknown individual. Therse are activities of those who are send to do daily programming. They do whatever it takes to position themselves as close as possible to victims. The weapons they use are against human rights, against the law and mostly illegal. So as you can see, the end result of cult programming is destruction. Please feel free to publish this information. As long as you keep my email confidential. Thank You.
Dear Author,
You are so right. I too believe that there many people suffering from Rosicrucian Mind Control Symptoms. I have been a member of Rosicrucian for about 8 years. After joining, I progressed very fast through the degrees hoping to find truth and to once and for all find the connection to the one true GOD, My Creator. The GOD of Abraham, Isaac and Moses. Not some idols or pagan gods. I knew I didnt want to be in a cult. But I was misled, deceived and dupped. AMORC was very sneaky. Their themes were subtle and very hard to detect. By the time I realize the lies, I was already deeply hypnotized, programmed and my reality was to keep meditating until one day I will be good enough proclaim my true standing with the one true GOD. Except, only the worst began to happen. I began to regress in all aspects of my life. Since 2008, I have been battling the programming which has taken my life captive. The worst bondage any one can imagine has to do with reenactment, ritualsand dramatization. Reenacting, drammatization brings to life things of the past, present and future. Making it possible for one to relive pain, suffering and turture. Has anyone gone through egyptian initiation? A memmber is initiated in different chambers with diffrent keys or codes succesively. The first chamber was Zero degree represented by a circle. An initiate is led through the different sections of this degree and made familiar with the demonic entities referred to gods like the jackal headed, Ged, Osiris, Earth. There are also other elements including torch bearers, guards of the chamber etc. This is where one is being programmed with light, heat, fire, balancing of the positive and negative poles. One is taking upon an initiation which includes wearing a mask of a jackal, to become trapped in a visious cycle. One either absorb the energy of the the jackal god or take its attributes. Is it maybe to act like a jackal, react like it, or to become trapped in its skin? In this very degree, one is told to bring to surface any unresolved hurt, pain, emotions of the past by actually reliving those emotions again. Is it really for healing? The very animation of old things put one in a visious circle of abuse. Here, the mind creations, illusions fire are made alife. In other words, Rosicrucian rituals are made to be reenacted, animated, relived and bring to life the real experience to the initiate. The mind control programming features which are tailored to different body parts of the initiate like the head are launhed here including gods, demons, sun, moon,stars and planets. I have been battling various programming symptoms. I would like to share with you the following: Forgetfulness, disorganized thoughts, flooding of ideas, procastination, inability to focus, inability to concentrate due to an actual movement at the center of my brain that feels like something is moving on my scalp or crawling. At the center of my attention, preventing me from learning or focusing on anything else. Inability to learn, memorize, recall information. Inability to stay still, reslessness, inability to express words and meaning. Claustaphobia, agora phobia, , fear of heights. Unable to enjoy anything, sadness, mood changes, cursing, anger, fear, depression, talkativeness, negative vibes about oneself, others. Lack of natural sleep, talking in different voices while asleep per family memebers, loss of motivation, loss of zeal, loss of passion, loss of self esteem, loss of hope, loss of peace, loss of security, loss of love, loss of sex drive, loss of lust, loss of sexual desire, loss of desire for intimacy, loss attachement, loss of vigor, loss of jobs, loss of stability. Sabortage of business, employment, educational, friendship, marriage, relationships. Vandalist of property, interference with electical devices, computers, air conditioning, engines. Being stalked, followed, remote viewed, accident prone, family memebers complaining of the same symptoms such as feeling heat or pressure to the head, allergies or sinus problems, coughs, headaches, nausea vomiting, diarhea almost everyday. Unussual family conflcts, loss of marriage, prolonged constant menstruation, weakness, fatigue, loss of faith, inability to regularly attend church, loosing money, business, opportunity, sturboness. Skin burns, abuse marks on the body from unknown sources, heat surges and sweating from the head extending to the body at regular intervals all day and all night. different neighbors appearing and disappearing, waking up at night at the the same time for no reason, loss of interest in things of interest, changing minds , bloating, gas, heat to spine, heat to the stomach, heat or cold to some parts of the body, nightmares, heating of the liver, kidneys, bladder, frequent urination, frequent bowel movement as a result of heat to the intestines, waking up with nausea, choking from saliva, unable to clear airway, inability to consistently exercise, loss of devotion, family and friends loosing jobs, abandoning ones goods, loss of self, loss of identity, clumsiness, premature aging, aggression, structural body changes. My head has several dents, circulcular areas especially both sides of frontal area, and at the center of the head. I have esperience a crawling feeling beginning with one area and ending with another side. It feels like someone is drawing in my head. Loss of desire to socialize, go to parties, hearing sounds like whistling, headaches, abdominal pain, loss of contact with family and friends, Struggling with anything, hardshinp, inability to obtain things owed, hating the people close to you, inability to love, inability to adeguately take care of one's health, inability to pray to GOD. Emotionall unstability, doubts, skin rashes, burning at all times either to the head, stomach, spine, liver, bladder, skin or surrounding. Car theft, money theft, document theft. Loss of cognitive, verbal, memory, critical thinking, reasoning abilities and mental decline. Slow to react, tendency to seek revenge. If heat or air conditioning are turned on, every one gets either nausea, headaches or sneazing after a while. Even when the filters are changed. I also experience a feeling of multiple sensors on my fore head and I feel like multiple hailstones are falling on my head again. All the stimulation are geared to produce certain chemical reactions which can eventually lead to breakdown, death or suicide. Sometimes we hear things hitting the roof of the house. People can be in denial because they are afraid to leave the cult. I didnt do anything, before I began to experience the attacks. In fact I started fasting and praying to God to give me a way out when I began to experience negative changes. I will continue to inform you about other symptoms as time goes on. I also hear clicks in my ears every day. There is also a loss of 4intellectual ability, memory changes, loss of respect, being cast down and dependency. I know that there is some sort of thought reading or recording going on. I am a nurse and whenever I am drawing blood on a patient, I begin to feel the crawling in my head. I found that there is some kind of fascination with blood about AMORC. I can say I applaude anyone who was a member of AMORC, who came out alive and still has his/her sanity. AMORC is a deadly and dangerous cult. Believe me. I have been there. I lived all my life helping people. I even sacrifice my health to help other people heal. Yet, I became a victim of Rosicrucian abuse. The
world will soon learn and the truth will always come out. Until then, AMORC will have its agents in every corner, pretending to be normal citizens. I also notice that most of the symptoms I encountered were mainly electronic. Different cars parked by different people in the morning or at night on the street next to our house. If you look inside, you may see something that looks like a laptop/cellphone/some kind of electronic. Once it becomes apparent that someone is suspicious of a vehicle, It will be moved abruptly by unknown individual. Therse are activities of those who are send to do daily programming. They do whatever it takes to position themselves as close as possible to victims. The weapons they use are against human rights, against the law and mostly illegal. So as you can see, the end result of cult programming is destruction. Please feel free to publish this information. As long as you keep my email confidential. Thank You.